Current mood:	pissed off
Current music:	the pillows

somebody didn't told me.....
yesterday was suppose to be the last day of school,but not for me. the only signature i needed was my moderator and then the YLH. i came to school in the morning in hopes to get it over with. you can't get your YLH signed without the moderator first but she was in a meeting and couldn't come until 1:30 so i just walked around, and stayed in library alone for so many hours, my other classmates left and came back that afternoon and my friend in the classroom who hangs out with me didn't hang around me yesterday for some reason. i thought it was not fair as i watched the people in the other classes whom i knew not having to worry about anything because they were already done. then i felt so alone and my classmates left to hang with each other,my "friend" just staring at me from a distance. when my teacher finally came she talked to the class about the past year and then she had a piece of paper that had a few names of people and she said that she can't sign our clearance if our name was on the list because we didn't do a project in chemistry. guess what....my name was in there and i was shocked because i was one of the people who contributed the most. the name of one of my other group mates was in there too who was the only other person who contributed the most effort. i was wondering how come my other group mates who almost did nothing could have their clearance signed and i later found out the they joined another group because the didn't know what to do,in other words they just left our project that was left to them,joined another group and didn't tell us. i felt so betrayed but i just hid what i felt and reminded myself that people are stupid. i was always nice to my groupmates,considerate,would try to make them laugh,i even gave them all nice truthful testimonials in friendster from the heart and now i have to pay for being nice. one of them told me that they didn't tell me because they were afraid of that the two of us would get mad that they joined another group.......HEY!!!! WHAT DO YOU THINK WE FEEL NOW!!!!! i mean that was months ago if they just told us and we talked about everything would of been just fine, instead they joined another group,hardly done anything and got the credit. we were a group, and what they were doing was so selfish and they kept it from us.